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i would just like to announce that i am feeling better. i have really hard moments..
but i'm gonna be okay. the hardest part is definitely not letting him know how hurt
i am. i want to stay his friend. i don't want to ruin the relationship he has with her
if he's happy. all i can do is sit, wait, & be there for him when he needs me.
waiter, bring me something large & extremely alcoholic.
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[01 Nov 2005|09:25pm] |
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life sucks sometimes.
you want something SOO bad but you know it's just not right.
not now. i love him, you know. i do. and i want to be with him.
i wish it were that easy. i need time to sort things out.
i know he does too. i just hope that when he sorts his
life out, it still includes me. :x
<33
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[19 Oct 2005|03:25pm] |
hey sooo. i got my license.
woooo! go me.
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[16 Oct 2005|07:41pm] |
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i need to stop. i need to stop. i need to stop. i need to stop. i need to stop. i need to stop. i need to stop. i need to stop. i need to stop. i need to stop. i need to stop. i need to stop. i need to stop. i need to stop. i need to stop. i need to stop. i need to stop. i need to stop. i need to stop. i need to stop. i need to stop. i need to stop. i need to stop.
MAKE ME STOP.
take note, brain.
love = good. doubt = bad. happiness = good. depression = bad. got it? NO?? NOT YET?!
well now you've done it brain. my heart can't take it anymore & is right now a big ball of emotionless mush. WAY TO FUCKING GO. looks like the rest of my life will be wallowing in heartbreak and random hookups.
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[10 Oct 2005|04:45pm] |
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SAOSIN bizatch. |
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okay so i'm finally getting my car. within the next two weeks.
( click it bizatch )
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[07 Oct 2005|12:07am] |
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boys are so gay.
so the past couple days, an ex boyfriend of mine from like freshman year has been calling me everyday to see if he can pass by to say hi but i'm never home. today, i was home and he just decided to come. he was here for a couple minutes then left. he's really nice & funny & shit.
THEN, came the stupidass shit. he goes home & gets online and says:
ex boyfriend: so now we kan hook up wen were both alone in our houses
me: .. lmfao. right. no.
ex boyfriend: lmao but we liv so close to eachotha
ex boyfriend: we culd lyk kall eachotha up fo a skam or sumthin lmao its so easy lmao if we wanted 2
right. okay so no. kill yourself. faggot. after he was all "nah i was kidding." yea. whatev. GAY FUCKAHZ.
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[28 Sep 2005|09:01pm] |
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i've heard this song a million times but today it made me cry.
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
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100 things about me...
1. First grade teacher's name: Ms. Saavedra.
2. Last person you kissed: on cheek, daddy.
3. Last word you said: mmm pudding
4. Last song you sang: "chocale el booooty".
5.
Last person you hugged: brotherr.
6. Last thing you laughed at: al.
8.
What's in your CD player: senses fail?
9. What socks are you wearing:
white adidas socks.
10. What's under your bed: SHOES. tons of them.
12. Current taste:
mmm pudding.
13. Current hair style: ponytail.
14. Current clothes:
uniform.
15. Current Job:
none. :(
16. Current lodging: parents' house.
17. Current desktop
picture: GERARD <33
18. Current worry: that i will fail the rest of senior year.
19. Current hate: boys.
20. Story behind your username: i'm passionate & i like saying whore.
21. Current favorite article of clothing: G STRING!! not. the shirt i stole from my mom.
22.
Favorite physical feature(s) of the opposite sex: eyes.
23. Last CD that
you bought: i haven't bought a cd since like freshman year.
24. Favorite place
to be: the beach.
25. Least favorite place: school.
26. Time you
wake up in the morning: 6:00
27. If you could play a new instrument, what
would it be?: guitar.
29. Current favorite word/saying: HOE.
30.
Favorite book: OMG i love War & Remembrance and Home Before Morning.
31.
Favorite Movie: not sure.
32.Current Favorite
Songs: "Martini Kiss"--Senses Fail, "Checkmarks"--The Academy Is...
34. One person from your past you wish
you could go back and talk to: :x.
35. Favorite day: SAT.
36.
Where do you want to go: Cabo
37. What is your career going to be:
i don't know.
39. What kind of car will you have: Hyundai Tiburon
40. where is 40? ...
41. A random lyric: Aaaaaare you gonna take me home tonight? Oooooohhhh down beside that red firelight. Ooooohhh you gonna let it all hang out, FAT BOTTOMED GIRLS you make the rockin' world go roundd.
42. Eye Color: brown.
43. Hair
Color: black with random brown chunks i missed.
44. Righty or Lefty: righty.
45. Zodiac
Sign: cancer.
46.Innie or Outtie: innie.
DESCRIBE...
47.
Your heritage: cuban.
48. The shoes you
wore today: school penny loafers.
49. Your hair:
DIRTY.
50. Your weakness: being alone.
51. Your fears: being
alone.
52. How tall are you? 5'3" & a half.
53. Your most recent secret? i have none. :(
54. Your thoughts first waking up: more sleeeep.
55. The first feature you notice in the opposite sex:
eyes.
56. Your bedtime: LATE.
57. Your most missed
companion: :x.
58. Your perfect pizza: mushroom&onion. :D
59. Sweet and Chewy or Salty and Crunchy: sweet and
chewy.
60. Single or group dates: depends.
61. Dogs or Cats:
both.
62. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: NONE.
63. Chocolate
or vanilla: chocolate.
64. Cappuccino or Coffee: both.
DO
YOU...
65. Smoke: socially?
66. Curse: yes.
67. Sing:
way too much.
68. Take a shower everyday: yes, usually.
69. Have a crush:
no. :(
71. Think you want kids: yep.
72. Want to go to college:
starting to reconsider. haha.
73. Want more than what you got: all the time. :/
74. Want to get
married: yep.
75. Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: not at all.
76. Think you're attractive: nooo.
77. Think you're a health
freak: hell no.
78. Get along with your parents: not usually.
79.
Play an instrument: my voiceee.
IN THE PAST 3 months
80. Cried:
uhm. yea like yesterday.
81. Smoke: yep.
82. Done a drug: ehhh, yea.
83. Made Out:
yep.
84. Go on a date: yep.
85. Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No.
86. Eaten sushi: nope.
87. Been dumped: yess.
88. Made homemade
cookies: yess.
89. Got in a fight: YES.
90. Gone skinny dipping:
noo. not yet.
91. Dyed your hair: YES. lol.
92. Stolen anything: a chapstick. lmao.
HAVE
YOU EVER..
93. Punched someone: yes.
94. Been caught cheating: not caught.
95. Been called a tease: haha. yep.
96. Gotten
beaten up: no.
97. Got in a car accident: yess.
98. Cried at
something beautiful: yeah.
99. Spent too much money on something you didnt
need? yess. sunglasses i lost 2 months later.
100. Cried when someone died: ehhh, duh.
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